High Hopes

May 10, 2024

I’m going to be honest, I have a really hard time not falling in love with the idea of something well before I have that something.

For example, I recently applied for a role that I think would really really love, but the applications have not even closed yet. I have nothing telling me that I am even a contender for this role, and still, I am emotionally planning on it. Yesterday, I was at target with Eli and I saw a really cute little lunch box set and the first thing I said was “When I work at ____, can we get me this to take my lunch to work in?”

Is this me being hopeful or is it me being delusional? Maybe a little of both? Either way. I really want this role. Wish me luck.